Feb 18, 07
After a crazy night... finally we are in year of golden pig. Didn't have enough sleep today ... but need to go to "Pak Leung's" home "bai lin" so no choice and have to wake up. And have headache for whole day until now... this is weired that usually I feel very sleepy and headache at day time but no at night time...
My schedule of today same as usual, 1st station is "Pak Leung's" home and then after lunch will go to "E Ma's" home. Then usaully go home! This year Frank's girl friend visited HK from China, this is the first time I met her, but didn't have a chance to really look at her and talk to her cause just a very simple introduction and then she went back to Frank's room... seems not very nice. I really curious why man likes woman from China? What did we (Hong Kong woman) do? And which part we cannot compare/complete with woman in China? Well of course now there are many HK guy saying that HK gal are very independent and very big nose! But I disagree with what they said... cause the reason those guys feel that way cause they are lack of confidence and also disqualified! Let me quote that from James Wong (黃霑) - 只有冇錢嘅男人, 先會覺得女人係貪慕虛榮! I really agree with what he said!! So HK guy...if you are useless please do not put this into HK gal!
it will only make people think that you guys are more useless!
For Frank's case, I think I will never get the answer from him cause I don't think I will ask. Well good luck to Frank!
I guess I will stay home tonight and take a rest ... and get ready for tomorrow night's dinner!
Sunday, February 18, 2007
Thursday, February 15, 2007
Valentine's Day
Feb 15, 07
I had no plan on valentine's day since I have no valentine... so just back home and had dinner with my mom... kinda quiet and normal. Well even I was with him usually he is not around me... anyhow I have to face the reality... and learn how to spend my days without him... I guess I am about to make it...
Saw him online around 1am and thinking should I send him msg and say Happy Valentine's Day to him. After few think ... I decided to msg him. After my first msg we started chat a little bit...damn...I shouldn't chat to him cause... after chatting to him....I found that I have tears in my eyes...I hate this reaction but my tears were drop down naturally . God... that means he still has space in my heart. I thought I am healed but the fact is I am not completely healed. We just chatted like normal friends... nothing too special...kinda know what he is doing in these days. Well I think I am not ready to be normal friend with him yet so I decided to stop the conversation and go to bed. But ... I couldn't sleep at all... he was all over my head ......
How many days and time that I need to get away from him? I really want to have the answer......but only god knows!
I have to stop writing otherwise tears dropping again.... few days left to Chinese New Year, I do really hope that... I can do better in this year and be more strong...cause coming days will be more tough so have to well prepare myself...
I had no plan on valentine's day since I have no valentine... so just back home and had dinner with my mom... kinda quiet and normal. Well even I was with him usually he is not around me... anyhow I have to face the reality... and learn how to spend my days without him... I guess I am about to make it...
Saw him online around 1am and thinking should I send him msg and say Happy Valentine's Day to him. After few think ... I decided to msg him. After my first msg we started chat a little bit...damn...I shouldn't chat to him cause... after chatting to him....I found that I have tears in my eyes...I hate this reaction but my tears were drop down naturally . God... that means he still has space in my heart. I thought I am healed but the fact is I am not completely healed. We just chatted like normal friends... nothing too special...kinda know what he is doing in these days. Well I think I am not ready to be normal friend with him yet so I decided to stop the conversation and go to bed. But ... I couldn't sleep at all... he was all over my head ......
How many days and time that I need to get away from him? I really want to have the answer......but only god knows!
I have to stop writing otherwise tears dropping again.... few days left to Chinese New Year, I do really hope that... I can do better in this year and be more strong...cause coming days will be more tough so have to well prepare myself...
Friday, February 9, 2007
Lost and Found
Feb 8, 07 (warm)
The weather is getting warm again...
This morning when I waiting for the mini bus from home to work...I realized that I lost my purse (small one) ... cause I really cannot find it in my bag... shit... Lucky that I separate $40.00 in another purse so I still have money to pay my bus fare. Then I tried to call home and check if I left it at home...in fact I knew this is nearly hopeless cause I remember that I didn't take my purse out when I back to home. So then when I back to office, I called the banks and cancelled my ATM cards (I had put 2 ATM card in that purse for easy using) while I finished all the calls to the bank, I just got an message from the office of Irish Pub and the lady from there told me someone called her and tell her that he found my purse... and asking for my mobile number. I was very surprise that ... there still have some NICE person in the world! I was just told Sandra that I don't think I can find my purse again cause I believed that the person who found this purse must take everything... even he/she cannot use my ATM card. But in fact, I was wrong... there is really Mr. Nice Guy in the world! Really want to say thank you to the driver who pick up my purse and also thank you for the station supervisor who called me and asked me to go to get back the purse!
The weather is getting warm again...
This morning when I waiting for the mini bus from home to work...I realized that I lost my purse (small one) ... cause I really cannot find it in my bag... shit... Lucky that I separate $40.00 in another purse so I still have money to pay my bus fare. Then I tried to call home and check if I left it at home...in fact I knew this is nearly hopeless cause I remember that I didn't take my purse out when I back to home. So then when I back to office, I called the banks and cancelled my ATM cards (I had put 2 ATM card in that purse for easy using) while I finished all the calls to the bank, I just got an message from the office of Irish Pub and the lady from there told me someone called her and tell her that he found my purse... and asking for my mobile number. I was very surprise that ... there still have some NICE person in the world! I was just told Sandra that I don't think I can find my purse again cause I believed that the person who found this purse must take everything... even he/she cannot use my ATM card. But in fact, I was wrong... there is really Mr. Nice Guy in the world! Really want to say thank you to the driver who pick up my purse and also thank you for the station supervisor who called me and asked me to go to get back the purse!
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