Way Back into Love

Way Back Into Love ( Music and Lyrics )

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction

And I'm open to your suggestions
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspirationNot just another negotiation
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love

And if I open my heart to youI'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end

生日快樂?!

Apr 23, 07

琴日啱啱睇完一套戲叫[生日快樂]嘅戲令我諗返起好多野. 戲入面嘅情節向現實生活係有發生過, 不過真係覺得唔work. 呢種咁微妙嘅男女關係只可以向戲同小說入面出現.因為要做一對比好朋友更好嘅朋友係唔易做嘅. 自問就做唔到.朋友就係朋友, 好朋友就係好朋友, 男朋友就男朋友, 女朋友就係女朋友, 根本冇一種關係係比好朋友更好嘅朋友...

曾經試過好努力去維繫呢種好ideal嘅關係,啱啱開始當然係冇乜問題. 不過日子一耐左對遊戲規則嘅概念就愈含糊, 跟住想要嘅野就多左, 唔同左, 就係咁樣呢個比好朋友更好朋友嘅關係就出現問題. 愈係努力去修補, 問題嘅裂痕就愈大...久而久之就變成彌補唔到嘅块口. 當呢個块口出現左之後...呢段"比好朋友更好朋友"嘅關係就冇可能再繼續. 呢種痛比起一對正常拍拖情侶分手果種痛更加痛, 破壞力同殺傷力更加大...可能之前真係低佑左呢個遊戲...其實愈簡單嘅遊戲就愈難玩... 愈想玩得好就愈玩得唔好...愈想守規則就愈範規...到最後紅牌出場...

不過...事情都發生左亦都過去左...時間一日一日咁過...相信距離康復嘅日子都不遠已....

My Best Friend + Best Cousin Wedding Invitations

Apr 21, 07

A great Saturday, I met Pupu at Prince Edward we were suppose to go to massage, but finally we didn't go...then we went to have a quick drink and this was one of the most expensive ice lemon coke that I have so far...in a very local pub/restaurant but just because they allow smoking. The ice lemon coke cost us $80.00! OMG! After that we met Lai and go to buy SPECIAL DVDs..., after DVD trip we went to happy hour at Mama's. I really couldn't remember when is the last time I have happy hour when the sun still shine...3 of us start happy hour at 5pm...while we are waiting for RR we did call up some more friends.. Ken and Leyan. Pu and I were so high cause we had drink quite a lot from 5 to 9 haha. We were high but not drunk. After a happy HH then we went to dinner. And the end of our sudden gathering in Saturday.

Well, need to back to my topic... M&C + C&M weddings in 2007.

*M&C = Melody + Carson my very very best friends
*C&M = Catalina + Mark my very best cousin

Both weddings are M and C...so funny!

This week I had received their invitation.

M&C's came in first - it was the most warmest wedding invitation (it is hand made by Melo & Carson) I ever received, but I really don't know how to open it and read it without damage it! But finally I damaged it..so Carson don't break your promise, you said you will give me another invitation for collection..lol









C&M's came in today, it was the most luxury and grand wedding invitation card that I ever received. Very beautiful beside this really nothing can say!

My Long Lost Friend Part I

Apr 15, 07

Yesterday was a super tired day... I have been walk around in fair and also stand in the booth for over 5 hours.. so damn tired......Lucky that today I don't need to go to fair..otherwise I think I will die very soon..

Finally I found my long lost friend - Sammi .. kinda happy that finally can found her. Before Easter I went to friendster and tried to search for Sammi, I am lucky that I found her. She really use her real name on friendster, otherwise I think I cannot find her for sure! I went to her friendster and view her pictures, she didn't change much over these years still the same old her!

Then I can confirm that's her ... so I sent her message in friendster and waiting for her reply.

Sammi didn't reply reply my message in friendster, but she added me in her MSN and we did chat a bit in MSN... and just catching up...but since we haven't see each other over 10 year (at least) so there are so many things need to catch up...we were suppose to meet up on Apr 10 with mui in Lai Chi Kok for lunch (Sammi is working in Lai Chi Kok as well) but then she has something do in Mongkok that day so lunch gathering cancelled. Well in fact I prefer a tea or dinner during weekends.. then we have more time to chat. Will try to arrange gathering soon...

Easter Holiday - Day 2

April 6, 07

2nd day of my great Easter Holiday...

We already planned to go to BBQ on Apr 6 at Sai Kung...BBQ planned to start at 6:30pm so nothing much to do before 6:30pm so I stay at home and just watch TV and take a nap.

When we arrive Sai Kung and we started BBQ..but suddenly it was raining... so we needed to grab the big umbrella, it was so funny. I like BBQ gathering ^@o@^ ... lol

Easter Holiday - Day 1

Apr 5, 07

The first day of the 5 days holiday...

I had msn with Pupu and noticed that she is planning to go shop at H&M, well I really wanna shop there...so I went there with her and RR. H&M in HK is almost same style as Europe's H&M. But it was too busy and too many people there cannot really enjoy shopping in there. And also I didn't have a chance to really look at everything, so guess I might need to go there again.

After H&M, we went to IFC, I haven't been to IFC over a year.. but nothing much change there but I prefer Harbour City..haha Did some shopping there and buy some new stuff...And funny that I met... Kennis at IFC.. lol

While I was on the way to Central to meet Pupu and RR, I just got phone call from Lai and then we decided to have dinner together at night with Kenneth then go for drinks with Meigi. (sudden gathering)

Dinner at Sham Shui Po.."Siu Choy Wong" (小菜皇) we had 7 dishes..taste very good!! We will encore for sure!! After dinner 3 of us went to Irish Pub to meet Meigi and Kennis... We haven't go to Irish Pub together for a while.. so just gossip... until 2am. hahhaha

Exhibition Syndrome

Apr 3, 07 (Weired weather...today is 14 Celsius in Apr!)

HK E Fair Spring Edition begin very soon...my Exhibition Syndrome appeared again. When I was at eb I seems didn't have such syndrome ... maybe all the difficult part already done by Loku..but now seems like I am doing what Loku did before..shit!! Loku I missed u so much ^@o@^ in this case! lol I hate preparing sample cause if someone keep changing his mind, I really cannot complete my job! And after someone changed his mind..the other one will come to me and bitching about the change!! So! This is really ridiculous. God..I wish this darkest time can pass ASAP!!!

Lucky that this year Easter is in early Apr..(1 more day to go)! But after 5 days holiday, nightmare begin...... WTF!!!!!! ..I don't like exhibiting! Exhibition sucks!

Anyhow...I have to enjoy my easter!! Happy Easter to ME!!! ^@o@^

meigi b-day celebration - Mar 31

Apr 1, 07 - Happy April Fool lol

When I woke up this morning, I feel very tired and a bit throat pain.. well maybe because of the cigar...

Yesterday we celebrate Meigi's bday and we had a very full schedule...our first station was Tea K... we went to K at 2pm..well haven't go to K at the afternoon for a very long time..and we start drinking alcohol at K..kinda crazy. After K we rush to dinner at Kowloon City..Chui Chow Food..quite nice but we ate too fast...after dinner we went to Havana for red wine...very nice VIP room it was quite warm... well hope Meigi have a good time on that although we were ONE day behind her original b-day... because Lai reserved Mar 30 lor...

1) Tea K ...photo

2) Our first red wine

3) 2nd wine at dinner

4) 3rd wine at dinner

5) Meigi & I at Havana